Happiness and Sadness Together

10 November 2010

Today can be say as the last day with darling, because she will be move back to Singapore next day.  So, today I didn't go school.  I wanted to be with her all over the day.  Today, their family members also did a small party for darling and her brother as a celebration of last holiday in Malaysia.  Start from morning, we moved to Port Dickson town to bought food for the party preparation. 

While move through my school, darling wanna to sent me into the school.  Haha, because she said I absent for unreasonable.  Darling... actually I was absent with a reason, that was because of you.  I don't want you to be along and I want to be with you all the times, all the days, all the years and I'm love you to the death~

Darling~ You're really attractive and glamorous while cooking.  You were very focus and through your eyes, I can saw that you want to show me what ever I can do you can also do it.  Darling, you can and you do so...  In the process, I helped you because I don't want you to be so tired.  This is true and I didn't have other mean.  So, don't be angry to me. 

Darling, do you still remember what I had this night, don't you?  In that moment, your secret have been broke up.  You didn't go back to Singapore!!  That was because of me.  You wanna to be with me even through be scold by your dad for didn't go back follow your tuisyen lesson.  Darling, do you know that I was thoroughly happy while knowing that you don't go back to Singapore. 

Under the candle, we memoried a lot of happiness while together.  In the other hand, you also convinced me not to be translate school to Klang, but I refused to do so.  Darling, I'm sorry that I have lied to you.  I gave my reason about I don't like my school study environment.  Yes! This is also one of my reason.  But, I didn't tell you my main reason.  Because I don't want you to be fear about me. 

I'm sorry for lying you...