17 April 2012
12 April 2012
Dairy at Kl
Why should we blame everytimes?? i wonder myself? Do you know i'm very care about? You dont know and still saying that i have change, i didnt love you already.. i care about your safety your health but it seem to be a fault. darling i really dont want like that!! I hate!!!
10 April 2012
I will still waiting you
10th April2012
Year 2007 i wait u untill 2009 you fall in love to me. Now I can also wait you for two years more. I give u time and also give myself time. i'll show everyone that I'm really love u to earth. So take your time at singapore. I'll still loving you.
Year 2007 i wait u untill 2009 you fall in love to me. Now I can also wait you for two years more. I give u time and also give myself time. i'll show everyone that I'm really love u to earth. So take your time at singapore. I'll still loving you.
My dairy at kl
\ 9th april 2012
darling i'm miss you now... i'm at kl n you're now at our home town. Yesterday you tried to convienced me to stay back but i reject it. Sorry for my decission. i really wanna to be at your side at every moment but i can. Do you know i also cry yesterday as a result of you cry. I'm sad. really sad.... i hope you dont back to Singapore so that I can see you every day like when at johor. haha...
darling i'm miss you now... i'm at kl n you're now at our home town. Yesterday you tried to convienced me to stay back but i reject it. Sorry for my decission. i really wanna to be at your side at every moment but i can. Do you know i also cry yesterday as a result of you cry. I'm sad. really sad.... i hope you dont back to Singapore so that I can see you every day like when at johor. haha...
23 November 2010
My turn to cry"
Today~ I almost to cry... That's because of you darling. Your letter, cookie and wallet. Darling, you already did a lot and I didn't want you to do alot for me. The only I want is your love~ Nothing can compensate it!!
Darling I love you!! I'm really really love you!!!
I will redeem whatever I said. Love You~
Darling I love you!! I'm really really love you!!!
I will redeem whatever I said. Love You~
Uncle Party
15 September 2010
Today is my interview day and the last day in klang. For me, I didn't fear about the interview and I only miss you, darling~ I hoped I can finished the interview early but it was not easy as I thought. When I went to home, it was already late and I can't help you to prepare for party. A party for her uncle birthday~
Darling, after this day, I felt like you've changed a lot. From a princess to a girl who can plan for function, manage for everything, cook for family and a lot...
Frankly say, I prefer nowadays you to the cool cool style. You're now more attrative and I wouldn't let you out from my finger nails...
Darling, today you treated me like prince. I was little shine but very proud. Haha... But I appreciated it very much!! Many children, many foods and many love~ But I felt a bit disappointed that I can't help you while you were cooking. Next times I must cook with you!!
Today is my interview day and the last day in klang. For me, I didn't fear about the interview and I only miss you, darling~ I hoped I can finished the interview early but it was not easy as I thought. When I went to home, it was already late and I can't help you to prepare for party. A party for her uncle birthday~
Darling, after this day, I felt like you've changed a lot. From a princess to a girl who can plan for function, manage for everything, cook for family and a lot...
Frankly say, I prefer nowadays you to the cool cool style. You're now more attrative and I wouldn't let you out from my finger nails...
Darling, today you treated me like prince. I was little shine but very proud. Haha... But I appreciated it very much!! Many children, many foods and many love~ But I felt a bit disappointed that I can't help you while you were cooking. Next times I must cook with you!!
Darling~ I miss you...
It's the third day darling went back to Singapore. But my heart seem to be with her all the times... I am really really really miss you darling...
Today you say you did a cookie for me, you know how my feeling was...? Every times, I am the one who do present for you. House, cake and cards. But the sun was raised from the other side today. I was thoroughly happy...
Darling~ You're the best in my life...
Today you say you did a cookie for me, you know how my feeling was...? Every times, I am the one who do present for you. House, cake and cards. But the sun was raised from the other side today. I was thoroughly happy...
Darling~ You're the best in my life...
Last Day
Today, darling went back to Singapore. It was no joke. Today I came to darling house very early in the morning, about 8 o'clock in the morning. In every hours, every minutes we were all together and didn't waste any times together because the left hours were very precious for us. And I also don't want darling to go away from me.
Before leave, darling cry... This was the 2nd time darling cry infront of me. She was very sad to leaved here. Every one can felt that she didn't want to go back. Darling, I also don't want you to go back. I want you to be with me all the times...
Before leave, darling cry... This was the 2nd time darling cry infront of me. She was very sad to leaved here. Every one can felt that she didn't want to go back. Darling, I also don't want you to go back. I want you to be with me all the times...
Darling I love you very much~
Naughty
16,17,18 November
These threedays are our precious memories. I couldn't imagine we can like that~ Haha, naughty couple... I think these memories can only be in our mind. Secret~
These threedays are our precious memories. I couldn't imagine we can like that~ Haha, naughty couple... I think these memories can only be in our mind. Secret~
22 November 2010
Days in Klang
13,14 November 2010
Days in Klang were really boring~ Days without you! In these days I always wondered of you. Darling I miss you so much... Ours hearts seem to be connective. While I'm thinking of you, my phone will rang. That was you and we were miss each other...
Darling~ I miss you too and don't want to split with you. That's true!! I can't lost you and I don't know what should I do if one day we are not fellow...
Days in Klang were really boring~ Days without you! In these days I always wondered of you. Darling I miss you so much... Ours hearts seem to be connective. While I'm thinking of you, my phone will rang. That was you and we were miss each other...
Darling~ I miss you too and don't want to split with you. That's true!! I can't lost you and I don't know what should I do if one day we are not fellow...
Darling darling DON'T be sad
12 November 2010
Darling~ Today I suddenly said that I need to go Klang for my new school interview and I sorry to said that. Even through I didn't see your complexion that time but I can feel you're in sadness from your voice. As I have said, I can feel whatever you think and feel.
Do you still remember what you were said after my word?
Darling~ Today I suddenly said that I need to go Klang for my new school interview and I sorry to said that. Even through I didn't see your complexion that time but I can feel you're in sadness from your voice. As I have said, I can feel whatever you think and feel.
Do you still remember what you were said after my word?
You said you want to live in 2nd aunty home for some days.Oh Darling~ Don't take it to your heart. Sorry for leaved you along that days.
And I asked WHY?~~
You said, "because I will not stay with you in these days following"
Second Family Gathering
11 November 2010
Actually darling went back to Singapore today, because of me she make the decision to stay back here for one more week. Today is also a the day of UPSR result's announcement. her nephew, Christine got full "A" in the examination. So, there was one more gathering today to celebrate the happiness
At the last minutes, I decide to no follow to the gathering. No car and have a quarrel with my sister. But finally, I was convinced by darling to join in the gathering.
My feeling at the times was no as stress as the last family gathering. Maybe we were close and I was their family member already as darling have said. YES!! We are!
Actually darling went back to Singapore today, because of me she make the decision to stay back here for one more week. Today is also a the day of UPSR result's announcement. her nephew, Christine got full "A" in the examination. So, there was one more gathering today to celebrate the happiness
At the last minutes, I decide to no follow to the gathering. No car and have a quarrel with my sister. But finally, I was convinced by darling to join in the gathering.
My feeling at the times was no as stress as the last family gathering. Maybe we were close and I was their family member already as darling have said. YES!! We are!
Happiness and Sadness Together
10 November 2010
Today can be say as the last day with darling, because she will be move back to Singapore next day. So, today I didn't go school. I wanted to be with her all over the day. Today, their family members also did a small party for darling and her brother as a celebration of last holiday in Malaysia. Start from morning, we moved to Port Dickson town to bought food for the party preparation.
While move through my school, darling wanna to sent me into the school. Haha, because she said I absent for unreasonable. Darling... actually I was absent with a reason, that was because of you. I don't want you to be along and I want to be with you all the times, all the days, all the years and I'm love you to the death~
Darling~ You're really attractive and glamorous while cooking. You were very focus and through your eyes, I can saw that you want to show me what ever I can do you can also do it. Darling, you can and you do so... In the process, I helped you because I don't want you to be so tired. This is true and I didn't have other mean. So, don't be angry to me.
Darling, do you still remember what I had this night, don't you? In that moment, your secret have been broke up. You didn't go back to Singapore!! That was because of me. You wanna to be with me even through be scold by your dad for didn't go back follow your tuisyen lesson. Darling, do you know that I was thoroughly happy while knowing that you don't go back to Singapore.
Under the candle, we memoried a lot of happiness while together. In the other hand, you also convinced me not to be translate school to Klang, but I refused to do so. Darling, I'm sorry that I have lied to you. I gave my reason about I don't like my school study environment. Yes! This is also one of my reason. But, I didn't tell you my main reason. Because I don't want you to be fear about me.
I'm sorry for lying you...
Today can be say as the last day with darling, because she will be move back to Singapore next day. So, today I didn't go school. I wanted to be with her all over the day. Today, their family members also did a small party for darling and her brother as a celebration of last holiday in Malaysia. Start from morning, we moved to Port Dickson town to bought food for the party preparation.
While move through my school, darling wanna to sent me into the school. Haha, because she said I absent for unreasonable. Darling... actually I was absent with a reason, that was because of you. I don't want you to be along and I want to be with you all the times, all the days, all the years and I'm love you to the death~
Darling~ You're really attractive and glamorous while cooking. You were very focus and through your eyes, I can saw that you want to show me what ever I can do you can also do it. Darling, you can and you do so... In the process, I helped you because I don't want you to be so tired. This is true and I didn't have other mean. So, don't be angry to me.
Darling, do you still remember what I had this night, don't you? In that moment, your secret have been broke up. You didn't go back to Singapore!! That was because of me. You wanna to be with me even through be scold by your dad for didn't go back follow your tuisyen lesson. Darling, do you know that I was thoroughly happy while knowing that you don't go back to Singapore.
Under the candle, we memoried a lot of happiness while together. In the other hand, you also convinced me not to be translate school to Klang, but I refused to do so. Darling, I'm sorry that I have lied to you. I gave my reason about I don't like my school study environment. Yes! This is also one of my reason. But, I didn't tell you my main reason. Because I don't want you to be fear about me.
I'm sorry for lying you...
20 November 2010
7 November 2010
Today, we go for movie again. In the same venue but different environment. The crowd was more than the last movie but our attitude seem to be more open. Haha... Naughty dear and naughty darling~
While the movie, we faced into trouble~ A funny funny trouble. But never mind. after the movie, we had taken some photo. No wonder why girls always look pretty while in photo, but boys never hansom in photograph. Haha... We're one of the example. My pretty darling~
Today, we go for movie again. In the same venue but different environment. The crowd was more than the last movie but our attitude seem to be more open. Haha... Naughty dear and naughty darling~
While the movie, we faced into trouble~ A funny funny trouble. But never mind. after the movie, we had taken some photo. No wonder why girls always look pretty while in photo, but boys never hansom in photograph. Haha... We're one of the example. My pretty darling~
Baking Date
5 November 2010
Today is our first baking day. I promised will bake a cake for her to compensate the 1st cake she didn't eat last year. In the other hand, darling will also bake a cake for my family member and me. Beside of baking my cake, I also teach darling and her aunty how to bake. Haha... so proud. In the process, darling was be with me all the time. It was really sweet~
Finally, my cake was successfully be produces in the love between both of us. It was the first cake we baked together. In the process, it posses some precious material that I can't add into the cake myself. It was love~
While darling baked her own cake for my family, I can felt her spirit and she didn't want my help too. She was serious and it was the first time I saw her seriousness. But the cake was not satisfy baked. She was really disappointed and sad. She almost cry... Oh my sweet heart, don't cry oh~ I will always be with you.
Today is our first baking day. I promised will bake a cake for her to compensate the 1st cake she didn't eat last year. In the other hand, darling will also bake a cake for my family member and me. Beside of baking my cake, I also teach darling and her aunty how to bake. Haha... so proud. In the process, darling was be with me all the time. It was really sweet~
While darling baked her own cake for my family, I can felt her spirit and she didn't want my help too. She was serious and it was the first time I saw her seriousness. But the cake was not satisfy baked. She was really disappointed and sad. She almost cry... Oh my sweet heart, don't cry oh~ I will always be with you.
Today we go Seremban again... But the different was I'm not the driver but her aunty. Never mind, it was same too... In the car, a mad couple take photo from hand to leg, STUPID" haha... But we enjoy it very much. Beside of taking photo, we also did "sth" in the car, secret~ Maybe it was excess, i felt ill in my stomach. Oh no~ Both of us lost the feeling for date, she was very fear about me. That's all my fault" I can have felt the nervous and love for her and I appreciated it.
Darling~ You're the only I love much...
19 November 2010
6 November 2010
Today, we bake cake again. If we fail again, we will bake again and again until we succeed. We will never get up, because I'm "XIU QIONG". Haha...
As same as yesterday, darling was serious! Apparently, she would like to my family and I that she can do what ever other can. Yes darling!! You succeed to do it! You CAN!! That why I love you so much~
Darling, as what I have said, I will redeem what I have said that 10 more years I will marry you and SURE I will done it. This is not only a promise between ourselves but also a promise with your family and parents.
Today, we bake cake again. If we fail again, we will bake again and again until we succeed. We will never get up, because I'm "XIU QIONG". Haha...
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As same as yesterday, darling was serious! Apparently, she would like to my family and I that she can do what ever other can. Yes darling!! You succeed to do it! You CAN!! That why I love you so much~While I went home, darling asked me a several question~ "Do your parents eat?" "Do they finish it?" "How the taste is?" "What they said about me?" Oh...my cute darling~ She care about my parent opinion to her. Maybe, she ready to marry with me... Darling are you ready??
My show
31 October 2010
Today I bring darling and her cousins to taekwondo's upgrading test at my training center. In the center I felt she was boring, so I decided to bought them to the seaside infront of my training center. Wah!! This was oursecond times to seaside but it didn't seen to be enjoyable. Maybe her cousin were there so we couldn't be so close. But never mind, we were happily... While the upgrading test, they looked bore but I tried my best to speack with them,
After the test, darling said that I was cool and attractive while wearing my taekwondo uniform. Frankly, I was excessly happy while darling saidd that, because that was the first time darling say me cool.
Today I bring darling and her cousins to taekwondo's upgrading test at my training center. In the center I felt she was boring, so I decided to bought them to the seaside infront of my training center. Wah!! This was oursecond times to seaside but it didn't seen to be enjoyable. Maybe her cousin were there so we couldn't be so close. But never mind, we were happily... While the upgrading test, they looked bore but I tried my best to speack with them,
After the test, darling said that I was cool and attractive while wearing my taekwondo uniform. Frankly, I was excessly happy while darling saidd that, because that was the first time darling say me cool.
Family Gathering
29 October 2010
Today is Friday, actually we plan to pasar malam together. But the plan be changed suddenly, because of her 2nd aunty's husband treat all of her family member a great dinner, Of course I had been invited. I wondered whether I wanna to go. I was thrilled to be invited but nervous to go. Frankly say, I would like to refuse it, but I thought to myself it's one of my chance to get closer with her family and I didn't want to disappointed her too. I think it's also what should a boyfriend need to do.
Today is Friday, actually we plan to pasar malam together. But the plan be changed suddenly, because of her 2nd aunty's husband treat all of her family member a great dinner, Of course I had been invited. I wondered whether I wanna to go. I was thrilled to be invited but nervous to go. Frankly say, I would like to refuse it, but I thought to myself it's one of my chance to get closer with her family and I didn't want to disappointed her too. I think it's also what should a boyfriend need to do.
First Movie
26 October 2010
Today we having a movie together, it was our first movie together. No wonder we enter the cinema for movie or for other else... Darling seem to be different from the other days. But to be sure, she is really love to me. Kiss and embrace. After the movie, I asked her what's the movie about. As I thought she didn't know the story clearly. Obviously, we were all same, enjoy the environment more that the movie.
Today we having a movie together, it was our first movie together. No wonder we enter the cinema for movie or for other else... Darling seem to be different from the other days. But to be sure, she is really love to me. Kiss and embrace. After the movie, I asked her what's the movie about. As I thought she didn't know the story clearly. Obviously, we were all same, enjoy the environment more that the movie.
25 October 2010
Today we go pasar malam together with her 3 aunty. Before that we have our lunch together. Not 2 plate of food but only a plate of nasi lemak. We share together and I can felt the love between ourselves.
No wonder my darling is thrifty or wanna to save my pocket money?? Don't know~ What ever I asked wheather she like this and that, she will only say don't want!! Overall we seem to be not so freedom, maybe of her aunty and uncle. But all of them are friendly and kind to me.
Today we go pasar malam together with her 3 aunty. Before that we have our lunch together. Not 2 plate of food but only a plate of nasi lemak. We share together and I can felt the love between ourselves.
No wonder my darling is thrifty or wanna to save my pocket money?? Don't know~ What ever I asked wheather she like this and that, she will only say don't want!! Overall we seem to be not so freedom, maybe of her aunty and uncle. But all of them are friendly and kind to me.
First Dating
24th Oct 2010
Today day is my first date with darling. I'm thrilled waiting for it... today is also the second darling back from Singapore. The venue for us today is seaside in Port Dickson. While darling seat beside me, I don't know what to do, I can only find some question ask and ask and tried to communicate with her... In the way, she keep on quite and saw whatever out of my sight.
In this day, we really posses many precious memory. First date, hand-by-hand, embrace and kiss. It's not easy to catch her hand, I still in mind that it's funny while I first catch her hand. I can felt that her hand was warm and very comfortable. Even through it was late in day but we still have a walk on the beach. Both of us just said nothing and we walk hand-by-hand. Suddenly, she asked me to close my eyes. But why?? I wonder myself. Maybe she wanna to give me a kiss. haha....she didn't do so~ Maybe I didn't cooperated with her... Surprise was happened after a few minutes. It was really a blot from the blue!! She was embrace me!! Oh my god! It was really out of my mind.. I think we was embrace longer than 5 minutes. It was warm and comfortable.
But happiness always gone quickly. When I fetched darling home, some tearful happened... Her uncle gave me a snatch~ A snatch straight to my face. Her uncle was force and furious to me. I knew darling was very fearful about me. She cried and tried to avoid me for offence against her uncle. Surely I was very afraid but darling love have been compensate for everything. I was sure that she is the girl I will and I have to love forever and wouldn't her. Darling~ I will love you forever...
Today day is my first date with darling. I'm thrilled waiting for it... today is also the second darling back from Singapore. The venue for us today is seaside in Port Dickson. While darling seat beside me, I don't know what to do, I can only find some question ask and ask and tried to communicate with her... In the way, she keep on quite and saw whatever out of my sight.
In this day, we really posses many precious memory. First date, hand-by-hand, embrace and kiss. It's not easy to catch her hand, I still in mind that it's funny while I first catch her hand. I can felt that her hand was warm and very comfortable. Even through it was late in day but we still have a walk on the beach. Both of us just said nothing and we walk hand-by-hand. Suddenly, she asked me to close my eyes. But why?? I wonder myself. Maybe she wanna to give me a kiss. haha....she didn't do so~ Maybe I didn't cooperated with her... Surprise was happened after a few minutes. It was really a blot from the blue!! She was embrace me!! Oh my god! It was really out of my mind.. I think we was embrace longer than 5 minutes. It was warm and comfortable.
But happiness always gone quickly. When I fetched darling home, some tearful happened... Her uncle gave me a snatch~ A snatch straight to my face. Her uncle was force and furious to me. I knew darling was very fearful about me. She cried and tried to avoid me for offence against her uncle. Surely I was very afraid but darling love have been compensate for everything. I was sure that she is the girl I will and I have to love forever and wouldn't her. Darling~ I will love you forever...
05 October 2010
19 September 2010
Today we plan for ours holiday.... hoho... so thrilled" Firstly I will join daring at Singapore in 24th December, we will celebrate Chrismas together. Tomorrow ezam but my mind seem more to our trip than the ezam tomorrow.... hai forget the ezam la!!! Then both of use will dating to Genting. I wonder how wonderful it will be. Now can start to COUNTDOWN!! One more topic, because of my bad mandarin, my best friend was to be in trouble. Daring!! My mandarin so kns o.. can you please teach me, beside of be my lover can also be my personal teacher.. haha"
Daring I love you"
Dear
Daring I love you"
Dear
17 September 2010
Almost 4 years we have been together, but it's seem to be not easy as we think, as we expected... no wonder why I'm now can't lose you, I'm so happy while love to you, my love to you is not a puppy love as other say but a love to my heart~ I try my hard and try my best, finally i succeed to convince you to fall in love to me. In last years, we used to chuck but that time my heart still with you, my love still with you.
While you're telling me that you're really fall in love to me, I don't know how to explain my expression, I was excessively happy, in the end we are together again. Maybe it's the god decision to let us have a love to the death. YES I DO!! This is my answer i would like to say ~forever we are~
I had been ask myself, what will I do if I'm not your dear now, my answer is "I will still waiting for you". Waiting is an embarrassing thing for me, but waiting for your love I will say "I DO". Half year I wait, one year I wait, I'll still wait wait wait whatever to be together with you.
It's not easy to gain ours love, I'll do my best to ensure that your decision to love to me is the right choice.
Dear.
While you're telling me that you're really fall in love to me, I don't know how to explain my expression, I was excessively happy, in the end we are together again. Maybe it's the god decision to let us have a love to the death. YES I DO!! This is my answer i would like to say ~forever we are~
I had been ask myself, what will I do if I'm not your dear now, my answer is "I will still waiting for you". Waiting is an embarrassing thing for me, but waiting for your love I will say "I DO". Half year I wait, one year I wait, I'll still wait wait wait whatever to be together with you.
It's not easy to gain ours love, I'll do my best to ensure that your decision to love to me is the right choice.
Dear.
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